EP 33 | Nancz Has No Idea What's Happening!

So, Nancz tried to connect with her spirit team during meditation…and immediately got spooked. 😳 One second, she’s vibing, the next, she’s backing off real quick because the energy felt way too real. But here’s the thing—was it really the energy that scared her, or was it little Nancz reacting out of fear? 👀

This turned into a deep convo about childhood fears, subconscious blocks, and how sometimes, we’re the ones standing in our own way. Brenda drops some major insights, and then—BOOM—Nancz has a full-on breakthrough on air and gets emotional. Yep, she cried. We’re breaking through, not breaking down. 😌

A raw, real, and eye-opening episode. Tap in, because this one hits deep. 🔥

spiritual awakening, inner child healing, meditation experience, connecting with spirit guides, shadow work, emotional healing, self-discovery, energy work, subconscious fears, personal breakthrough, healing journey, intuition development, deep conversation, vulnerability in healing

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EP 33 | Nancz has no Idea What's Happening

 Hey guys, welcome to the Deep Dive In podcast with Nancy and Brenda and we are back. Today is my little cousin Jonathan's would have been his birthday. No way. Yeah. Oh my God, he's a Pisces. He's yeah I don't I honestly I think he would have been my your age. Yeah. Yeah I remember you said that that. Yeah we were kind of like I forgot what year he was born. But yeah, he would have been your age. Just so you guys know, I'm 33. That would be good information. Yeah. To say, I know I sound like a baby. That's so funny. Um, well, happy birthday to Jonathan. Jonathan, I know that you're here listening to us, so thank you, my little baby. Here's a big birthday. He loved his to celebrate his birthday. Um, yeah. Oddly enough, we're getting ready to celebrate my dad's birthday, right? And she loves to celebrate her birthday. Yes. Wow. Yeah, that's. Yeah. Just. Yeah. Which is amazing. So there was I felt like we, I, we, I feel like we already talked about everything we wanted to talk about, you know, over dinner, over dinner. So I'm not quite sure how to keep going with it. Uh, um, but we actually. So. Okay, so I told Brenda today we were having dinner. We went to this ramen spot. Oh, it's so good, so good. I shared with her, like, we were talking about, like, oh, what are we gonna talk about? Yeah. Um, in our podcast today. And I was just throwing out some ideas and I'm like, you know what I think I want to talk about? Like, maybe my experience with my meditation today and like, what I've been feeling lately, um, in my transition, if you guys have been listening to my transition. Yeah. Uh. What transition? I'm in a I'm not transitioning. I'm just saying my transition into spirituality, I that I should have clarified that. Uh, so I was telling her, like, you know, maybe I'm just going to talk about my experience with meditation today, and, and I, and I feel like because we went into I told her I wasn't going to tell her at dinner. And then she kind of persuaded me to tell her at dinner. So then I went in and I told her, and we started talking about it and all of the things, and then I feel like I released all of it. So, like, I don't have any idea about it. Um, I'm just kidding. I could go into my meditation though, like so. Okay, so one of the things that we were talking about is really like, for me, um. For me, it's been difficult to get into, I should say challenging, but I don't know. I for me, it's been challenging in my journey of, of, um, going into spirituality. And if you listen to past episodes like I kind of talk about, like where I'm at and stuff and I and today during my meditation, I just, I became aware of like a block that I have within me like, and I told I was talking to Brenda about this and I was telling her, like, I feel that I, I was never really in religion. I was never really of a faith of something. I was the opposite, actually. Right. I for most of my life, I was like, I don't believe in anything. Like nothing is real. Like, no, there's no God or whatever. But I also was in a I wasn't really aware of it not being a god. Like I wasn't aware of other ways to like, I wasn't aware. Wow. I wasn't aware of, um, spirituality. Okay. Like I wasn't aware of source or, you know, like, obviously I knew there was different religions and that's as far as I went with my knowledge of it, because, again, I didn't care, like it was whatever. I didn't believe in it. Yeah. And I feel because of that in my wanting to dive into my spirituality journey, um, that's been coming up for me. And that's one of the things that came up for me today in my meditation, is I just felt a block like, so when you when we go into like just to give you guys some context because I know, you know, this is probably new to everybody. It's new to me. Yeah. And I know it's new to you as well. Um, in a way, what is like your connection with source or with God or whatever you want to call it? What's new in this format? Yeah. So, um, I, I forgot what I was going to say. You see, I think you were gonna give an example of, like, what you mean by like. Yeah. So during my meditation, um, I did like, a guided meditation. Right. So, like, I usually go on YouTube and I either listen to Michael Beckwith, um, or I listen to Joe Dispenser. And maybe a lot of you guys know Joe Dispenza, and he has like, you know, visualization meditations and stuff. So I did a Joe Dispenza guided meditation, and it was like a 15 minute long meditation, obviously, following the meditation. Right. Um, something told me to keep going. So I like, turned off my phone and it was just silent. Yeah, I didn't have anything on. I didn't have music on I didn't like. I was just silent sitting here. Yeah. And. As I was silent, sitting here like I was kind of I was still in that deep, you know, like meditation. Um, and I heard, like, I was having a conversation in a way, with myself, and I had I told you, like I heard, um, I heard someone say, like, if you want to connect to your spirit guides or spirit, like, you just have to catch yourself talking to yourself and then, like in that moment, ask who you're talking to, right? Because it's most likely you're talking to spirit that's giving you guidance in that moment. Um, so I did that. I remembered that during like within my meditation. I remember that and I asked, I remember like, oh, I should ask like, who am I talking to? Yeah, but I'm not going to lie. Like, I was a little hesitant to us to ask because I felt scared. Mhm. I felt scared because I didn't want it to be like a monster eating. Yeah. And then I know that there's like you could call on like dark like dark entities or whatever. Right. And so I did feel a little scared, but I don't know if that's part of it. Um, but I did ask, like, who am I? Like, who am I talking to you? Mind you guys, like, I'm in a meditation state. Like I'm sitting down. I'm like, I'm. I'm obviously still awake, but I'm essentially what you what would you call that? Like you're just in a meditative, meditative state. Yeah. That you're in tune with what's coming in. You're in tune with your thoughts, you're in tune with like, all of the things like you, you have your thoughts there, and then you just let them go. At least that's what I like. I kind of do when I'm meditating, like my thoughts are still there or they come, my thoughts come, but then I like. I. I acknowledge it, and I just like, oh, you could go away now. Yeah. Like I tell my thought to go away, right. Yeah, yeah. So I was in that and I am like spirit who know. I said who am I talking to? And I was like, you know, like when you close your eye, like when you're going to open something like you're kind of scared. Oh yeah. And you closed one eye and you're like winking. You're doing this fucking crazy ass face. Right? That's kind of how I felt a little bit. And then I and then I like, realized that I felt scared and I was just like, okay. Like, I stayed quiet. Like I just stayed more like meditating more, try to dive in and more and stuff. And then I, I heard that chatter again in my head and I'm like, can you tell me, can you help me and tell me who I'm talking to? Right. And I felt like. There is a presence there. But they could like like they couldn't open the door. Like. Like they felt like there was something that wanted to come through. Mhm. But I feel maybe now talking about it more, I feel like um my fear of it blocks is what blocks the spirit guides or the spirit the spirits and my connection to it to come in. Yes. Because I still have fear. Like I'm still scared to like what it is. Yeah. So why would it come? Exactly. Yeah. Yeah, that makes a lot of sense. Really? It makes no fucking sense. It makes a lot of sense to me if you're listening to this and it makes no fucking sense. Please let me know. Know that you were on the same boat. But, I mean, no, I understand what you're saying, though, that it makes sense because I know that you you feel like you know where I'm coming from. You know what I'm talking about. And, yeah, it it it does make sense. It makes sense that, um, because I have a fear of it, it kind of like it's not there yet for me. Yeah. It's not going to appear for you yet. Yeah, yeah. Because in a way, it's like not wanting to scare me for. I'm not ready for it. Maybe. Yeah, I, I wanted to say I don't think it's that you're not ready. Mhm. Um, now the word believe makes sense. Oh. So over dinner, she was telling me the story, and there was a little bit more that she shared right now in regards to still being a little hesitant. Um, but in the moment when she was sharing that, when you were sharing that with me, I told you how, um, the word that instantly came up for me to share with you is the word belief. And and and so I it maybe that means the same thing as not being ready. I don't know what it means for you. Like what it means to you. Right. But I think that when you open yourself up to it, that is in a sense you already being ready. And I feel like you've opened yourself up to it already just by believing that there's there is that there is there is a source. There is spirit guides you. You do have these. Source guides guidance. Yeah. The whole like a stroke. Like there's obviously there's other. Yeah. And it's not just the fact that you believe means that like you've opened yourself up to it. What I mean by that is like because there's people that believe that this is real, but they block themselves off. They're like, no, I want nothing to do with it. Oh, right. Oh, like, they believe it, but they want nothing to do with it. Right. So there's a difference between believing it and then wanting to receive it. Right. And I feel that's you. And I think in the moment that it feels like there is a, like a blockage. I think it's in those moments where we have to in a sense, we reprogram ourselves in that instant and say I believe. Mhm. And, and say, I believe and I believe I'm ready for, I'm ready to to know or I'm ready. Yeah I'm ready. Yeah I got it. Yeah. Um, because I can say from my personal experience that, um, when I was first starting to try to connect with whatever, you know, uh, guidance I received from my spirits guides, I was very hesitant because I was like, what the heck? I don't know if this is really a spirit guidance or not, right? Yeah, and that's what I shared with you. Yeah, that I'm like, well, I don't know, like like, is it a spirit or is it like an attachment. Yeah. You know, but I think you think of attachments because of, um, my past experience with attachment. Yeah, yeah. But I, I, I personally feel that it's when, that if, when there's moments like that that arise and you ask, you know, you call you you always have to be mindful of the fact that you need to call in the spirits of the light and the spirits of higher consciousness to see that. Yeah. Yeah, that's I feel like that's why that I that's the part I miss. And that could be hesitancy comes from also. Yeah. Because I don't want to call in like some crazy shit. And then you know, when you're in meditation, like I started like I even saw like a little bit I saw a little bit in my meditation. Like, I felt like a shadow. Oh, like a shadow. Yeah. Um, and I don't, I mean, I don't know, but, like, it scared me. Okay. And so that's why, like, I think I only asked or I asked for. I asked like twice, maybe three times. Like for them to like, come up or for them to, like, show themselves or whatever. Oh, what am I talking to? Yeah. Um, I think I asked it three times, and, um, and then I felt like. Or I saw, like the shadows when I had my eyes closed. Like, you could kind of, like, see lights sometimes or whatever. Right? So I saw, like, some shadows and I'm like, uh, I don't want that. I was scared, I was, so I was, um. No, I did I did feel a little scared because, uh, again, like, I don't like I was like, wait, what if I call in, you know, some scary shit? But then again, like, that comes with my programming. Yeah. Like, yeah, the scary shit. Like all of the ghost stories. Yeah. I grew up listening to or grew up like, um, watching watching stuff. So. Yeah. Yeah, there's a huge misconception out there that there's like, you know, these, um, super dark entities and stuff, which, yes, there are dark entities, but. You have to understand. Like, why is it that they feel dark? Um, you know, like, what if they're out here mad because they haven't been able to go to the light? Yeah. Like, what if they're here just super angry or sad or something, and, you know, like you're the person that they got in touch with. And that's why they say, like, ask who it is. Yeah. And ask them what is it that they're seeking and what is it that they need. Because maybe you can help them. And so, um, but at the same time, I totally understand like you like, yeah. I mean, yeah, for the average person. For the average person, that's not. Yeah. You know, like me. Yeah. I mean, I'm not an average, but you know, to me, like the person that's just starting off in this, um, in this path as I am and obviously knowing, like growing up, listening to all of this stuff, all of the like Urana and like, all of that stuff. Right? Yeah. You obviously have that still in you. Yeah. Um, even though you don't believe it, you kind of you kind of like. Oh, but what if it's true? Yeah. You know, um, the story came from somewhere. Yeah. Like, I don't know, I haven't checked it, but I it's a true story. I'm pretty sure it is. Well, thank you for that. I'm just gonna have a fucking nightmare. It's about like you don't know cause it's true. Um, but, you know. So. For the average person, it's it's kind of maybe what we're talking about is kind of like out there, right? It's very out there. Um, but this is essentially the journey that we're on. And I believe that there is spirit guides out. I believe that you have your angels, even, um, ancestors that are looking out for you. Mhm. Um, I believe that there's angels that you have looking out for you. They're spirit guides that you have looking out for you. Um, you have a whole tribe behind you that you could tap into, um, to help guide you on different decisions and different things that you want to follow and go and, and experience in this lifetime. Yeah. And obviously there's a connection to source as well. And your ability to or, or knowing that you are a source like you are here to create. And we are all energy and we're all here creating and living in that energy, essentially. Yeah. Um, and I do believe in that. I do 100% believe in that. And it's, I think the first time in my life. That I could say I believe in something like I believe in that. Mhm. Wow. Yeah that's crazy. Yeah that's crazy. Yeah I it's a first time in my life that I could 100% embody it and know that it's like that's the way, that's the way life is. Yeah. And you and I could be like some of these stubborn people that like, you know, believe in something and they can't change their minds about it. Uhhuh. That that would probably be my thing. Yeah. You can't get me out of that. Yeah. Like. No. Like you. This is the way the universe works. Yeah, like you can't get me out of that. Like, that's. That's just my belief. Yeah, but it is the first time that I'm 100% certain on how things work. Um, and I feel like there is still a lot of. And I was sharing with you, like, there is more, Deeper work that I need to do to remove that fear and remove that. Like being scared. Remove all of the fucking stories. Yeah. Um. Or dark images because of you. Because sometimes when I think about, like, spirituality, I mean, and like I said in my meditation, like, I even saw shadows. And to me, seeing like a dark shadow is automatically triggers me because it's fucking dark. Okay. You know, so I get scared, uh, and even in my meditation, this is crazy. And I didn't share this with you earlier because I just remembered it. Um, even in my meditation, one of the things that I said to myself or I said, like to spirit, like, I, I don't like, I can't feel you. I was thinking in that moment. Like I can't feel you. Like I can't feel you coming in. I don't know if I'm. If you're here. Um. And I don't feel you or I don't. I don't feel like you're here. But I feel like you could hear me. Oh, is what I was feeling. Yeah. And in that moment, um, I also asked, like, help me get rid of this being scared. I don't want to be a scared little kid anymore. Oh, yeah? Tell me. I didn't want to cry. And I and I said that in that moment of meditation, I'm like, I don't want to be this scared little kid anymore. That is fearing, you know, because there's just a lot of shit that a lot of things that were said like to scare me or whatever, like stories that were told. Right. And I feel like there is a lot of that in my life for some reason, when I was little, um, and in my meditation, I asked, I'm like, I said that out loud. I'm like, I don't want to be that scared little kid anymore, because I feel like there's still something of that, like some of that inside of me. Yeah. And I was telling you like, um. I was telling you that I felt like a block that like some kind of blockage that I have. And I think it kind of intertwines with everything. Like it's the fear that I have, um, the fear that I have that that basically the fear that I have on going deeper because I don't want to, like, come across something scary. Uh, and then that blocks me from really opening up and receiving, um, and, and I, I guess now that I'm talking about it, there's just some more work to do on on that little scared kid. Yeah, that sounds like inner child. Yeah. Things. Yeah. Um. And humans are guardians will do everything in their power to disconnect you from source. And it's a way to say that, again, humans will do everything in their power to disconnect you from source. Oh, yeah? So what? What you. The fears that you have were stories told to disconnect you from the authentic you that you were. Yeah. And so what do you mean by that? The authentic me, the authentic you, is the little Nancy. What I'm hearing you say, and you can tell me if I'm completely wrong, is. Little Nancy kept receiving stories to instill fear in her, to disconnect her from who she really was because who she really was made these people feel a certain way. And so who? So they didn't like who Little Nancy was. And so they instilled the stories and the fears to make her feel scared. And so now. So now little Nancy is calling out to you in the form of being scared. And your job is to tell her that it's okay, that she doesn't have to be scared, and that that's what I'm picking up from what you're saying. And it feels like a scary thing because you were never shown how not to be scared. And so now that little Nancy is coming to you as a scared little girl, you don't know what to do. Yeah. And all you can do is love on her and tell her that it's okay and that she doesn't have to be scared. And I think that's the. Block that you're feeling. The making her. Making my inner child not scared. Like helping her not be scared. Mhm. Yeah, yeah. As you were saying, what you were saying to me, I felt like this pressure in my chest. Mhm. And then this knot in my throat. Oh wow. Yeah. So I don't know what you were doing there but um. Yeah. Um. Oh my God. Yeah. Deep dive in. Deep dive in guys. That's that was definitely, um. Here life if I can break through for me. Because, um, that makes a lot of sense to me. Like, it makes a lot of sense. I feel, um. Uh, as you as you were saying what you were saying just now, I kind of felt like I kind of, like, started remembering moments in my life where it was just like being scared, you know? Like feeling that fear and always feeling that fear. Um, and obviously, like, doing the things you have to do to survive and like, live and stuff, but always in that in, in a fear, like in a fear based way. Yeah. Not in a excited let's do it. You know, like I don't know if that makes sense, but not in like, uh oh. I'm going to set a goal for myself and achieve it or like, uh, like I want to reach this goal. Like it wasn't something on your own that you did. Everything was done based off of being scared. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Like, oh, I don't want to be a failure. Yeah. Let me go and do shit. Yeah. That is not going to make me look like a failure, right? Yeah, yeah. And and I feel so. In the spiritual in this, in. This is some fucking deep damage. Hold on. Hold up like it's crazy. Because in the transition that I'm in from, you know, having the work or whatever, like right now I don't feel like doing anything. Mhm. I feel like this podcast is probably the only thing that excites me. Yeah. Like this is the only thing that I feel like doing. Yeah. Like talking about these things or this is the only thing that I'm really, truly called for and I'm, and I'm excited to record and like, put it out or whatever, right. I don't feel like doing anything else. You know, like I've shared with you ideas and stuff of other things that I want to do, and I start on them and I don't feel like. Like, I. I just don't feel as excited sometimes or. No, like I just don't feel that excited. But I do want to do them. Yeah, but I just don't feel like I'm ready for it. And right now, what I'm being called to do or what I feel like I want to do is just dive into this work, this inner work. Yeah. And I was sharing with you, like, that's why I feel I have to do more work. And one of the things that happened at the end of my meditation today, um, was a clearly I heard as I was like coming out of the meditation, I just heard a voice very loudly tell me, like, go do the work. Hmm. And I was like, okay. So I started cleaning. Like, I'm not like, well, I have to do the work in, like, washing my clothes. And that makes me feel good. Yeah. You know, so that's all. Like, that's all I felt like doing is getting everything situated, like cleaning and making sure my clothes was clean. Because that makes me feel. More like centered. Yeah, right. Um, and and it's crazy because, I mean, I know that that that came to me because I how how I've been feeling is wanting to go away, um, for a good, like, a month. Yeah. That's how I've been feeling. Yeah. Um, and not to get away from you or to get away from anything, but I feel like wanting to. To get away. Like to get closer to myself. Yeah. Like to actually fucking go in, you know, and I, I don't know if that's like, I just know that that's one of the things that has that has been, um, coming up for me these last couple of weeks. It's just. The only thing I want to do is dive deeper into my spirituality. Mhm. It's crazy because I never felt like I never felt that way before. Yeah. It's a very um. I find that it's a very I have the best words I can that come to me right now is it's a very deep calling that you must answer. Mhm. And like you have to go do it. And I'm not saying like go and be alone for, you know, a month or whatever. But if that is, if that is what, what you feel you need, you need to do it. Um, in my personal opinion, now, in this day and age, what I think that means is it means to unplug yourself. Mhm. From social media, from the outside noises. Yeah. Because that's what that's what doesn't allow us to go inward, because we extend all of our energy to the outside things. And so, um, it's so true. Yeah. It's so true because, um, in those in those moments where I think about, like, I wish I could just, like go to a retreat or something for a few days to disconnect. Right. And that's that. That's exactly the thought. The thought I have. But you're right. Like, I could just disconnect here. Yeah, it's the same to me. It's the same thing. Um, is disconnect really what it is, is disconnecting from socials and disconnecting from the outside noise, because those are huge energy suckers. Yeah. And like, I was talking with the friend the other day and I was telling her, I'm like, you know, I've noticed like, people get into, like, moods or like if I get into my mood or like, like I was telling her how I noticed, like, if I get into, like, a certain way of feeling, I've caught myself just going to scroll on Instagram. Right? And I'm like, oh, this is not allowing me to process the shit that I'm feeling. Yeah. We like just go onto social media to numb ourselves, to numb. Yeah. And and I've recognized that. Right. And so whenever I am feeling a certain type of way, like I no longer go and scroll because it doesn't allow me to actually sit with the feelings and stuff. And you're aware of it. Yeah, yeah. But I think what I think the big difference, though, is one is recognizing the fact that you feel like you need to disconnect, but then it's like, okay, we'll go do it. Yeah. Right. It's like, okay, I feel like I want to do this. And so many other people feel this way too, but then they don't do anything. No. And they're just like, they just know because we feel like you can't. Yeah. Like we feel like, well, I, I feel like I can't yeah. For whatever reason. Yeah. Right. I feel like in that thought process of like, oh, I need to get away. That's an excuse because it's like, well, then you have to. Yeah. You know, like if you go somewhere to a retreat or something, right? Like you have to disconnect like, or some retreats like make you or something, I don't know, but it's kind of like. Now you have somebody telling you that you have to disconnect. So you have to abide by those like rules, rules when it's like, why can you just help yourself and tell yourself that you have to disconnect and abide by those rules? Because that's really what's happening? Yeah. Your inner calling, my inner calling, my my source me. I'm telling my spirit guides like they're telling me this is what I need to do. Mhm. In any way possible that I could start doing, that's what I need to do because I could sit here and be like, well I want to go disconnect and go to like a 12 day resort so I could be in silence and all of these things. Right. Um, oh, but first I have to make money and like. Yeah. So I could financially, like, do that and we'll be good, like, have to have that taken care of. So then it's not never going to happen. Right. But that's how we that's how we, we think right now. Yes. We think that would like far fetched because of all of the things that need to happen beforehand. Mhm. When. It doesn't look like we could just do it right now. Yeah. Like, I could just literally turn off my phone. Right? Right now. Yeah. Or delete the apps. Yeah, that's what it is. Yeah, exactly. I could throw my phone in the pool. Oh, yeah. Okay. Let me help you with that. No, but yeah. You see. Yeah. It's it's you can do it right now. Um, and I think it also goes down to the level of self-respect and, and trust that you have within yourself. Yeah. Because because I believe it does something to us subconsciously when we say, I feel like I need to go do this in this example, your example is I feel like I need to go on like a getaway to disconnect. Right? And then the moment you don't do it. Me personally, my belief is that you are now instilling in your subconscious that you do not honor your word. And so that is teaching your brain already like, oh well, I don't honor what I say to myself. So like, you know, it affects your life because then you don't honor what other people say, like, you know, all of the things. And so it doesn't just affect you in what you're saying, like the ability to disconnect and, you know, go deeper, but it affects you on so many other levels. Yeah, yeah. But like I said, is you have the power to do it right now. Yeah. Yeah. No. Yeah. And I completely agree. I completely agree with having the power to do that now. Um, because like like it's they're like yeah, yeah, yeah. It's a really amazing thing though. To even let yourself come to that awareness. Yeah, because a lot of people don't let themselves know. We we just continue on. Yeah. Um, yeah. And that's one of the things it's it's I'm not gonna lie. It's a, it's a little battle, like, it is a little battle with wanting to do the work and just like, uh, let me just continue working. Yeah. And, you know, I'm. I could still do the work and, like. But let me just continue working, and but I think I'm into deep, uh, follow on TikTok. I think I'm into deep like today. Today I was like I was having those thoughts, like, thinking like, oh, I'm just gonna like what I should do, right? Yeah. Because at the same time, that's even a thing. Like, I feel like I'm not doing anything. Oh, yeah. You know, like, that's another thing on top of it. We're so, uh, I'm like, we're just so, um, programmed to, like, if you're not doing anything, let your worthless. Yeah, yeah, yeah. So that's another thing, right? That if you're not doing anything and I'm kind of getting over that, uh, like, I feel like I'm kind of like getting over that. But those thoughts still come to me. And today was one of the days that it did after like. Uncertainty. Yeah. And I was thinking, like, you know what? I'm just. I'm just going to work, right? You know, rates are going down. Let me make some money. Like, I thought about that and I'm like, no, like I couldn't bring myself to go any further. Like, what are you talking about? Like, I shut that person up real quick, you know, um, because I, I, because I know that I'm destined to go a different way. Yeah, I know that I'm destined to do something bigger in this lifetime. And I know that that's the reason why I have to go down this enemy rabbit hole. Um, because there's still a lot of work to do. Yeah. So the message that I got today is go do the work. Let's go. If you guys stay till the end. Thanks. This was a doozy. One day. Not a doozy, but, like. Like how you said this was a deep one. Yeah, yeah. So thank you, guys. Thank you for tuning in. Sorry. By for allowing in your ears for allowing us, you know, to share these things. And we're allowing yourself to to still, you know, listen in to what we have to share. Yeah. So stay tuned. Once again guys thank you for listening. 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