EP 46 | Nancz Shares Lessons Learned as she Enters a New DECADE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

In this heart-filled birthday episode, it’s all about Nancz stepping into a whole new damn decade — with softness, fire, and full trust in herself. 🦋

She reflects on what this past year cracked open for her, from breaking generational patterns to finally knowing what it actually feels like to be connected to her intuition. Spoiler alert: it’s juicy, emotional, and deeply affirming.

We talk about how society sells us deadlines like “be married by 30” or “have it all together by 40” — but none of that can compare to the peace that comes from living in alignment with your truth.

Let this episode be your reminder: You’re not late. You’re right on time. 🕯️

And of course, Brenda had to gas Nancz up with a birthday shoutout because growth this real deserves to be celebrated 🥹💛

GO AND GIVE NANCZ A BIG BIRTHDAY SHOUT OUT BY COMMENTING ON OUR INSTA AND MESSAGING HER!

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EP 46 | Nancz Shares Lessons Learned as she Enters a New DECADE! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

 Hey guys! Welcome to the Deep Dive In podcast with Nancy and Brenda. Hey, we are back, baby. Hello everyone. I feel like that was like your, like, your own announcer voice or something. Hello, everyone. Welcome. Wow. You can make some money with that. I could. You tried it already? No. Oh, I thought about it. It's a good idea. So, you know, I've always gotten that to like to do something with my voice. Yeah. I tell you all the time, I'm like, oh, I'm doing it now. Not exploiting myself. Exploiting your voice? Yeah. Because everybody says, you know, like people that tell you like, oh, you have a nice voice or whatever. Mhm. You know, obviously you always just think about like oh like phone sex thing and it's just like or you could be a podcast. I mean, I'll exploit my voice if it pays me thousands of dollars. That is true. Anyways, yeah. We have a special edition. Mhm. I'm gonna put myself up for this one. I'm so excited about this one because, you know, pumping myself up. Um, because it's my birthday month. And I'm about to enter into a new decade. Dang. Yeah. So, um, my birthday's June 6th, which is on Friday. Mhm. And, um, turning 40 years of age. And I'm excited for it. Yeah. And I, I can't wait. Like, it's not that I can't wait because it's already going to happen. Right. But I just, you know I, I feel like I'm a totally different person. And I feel like I finally reached that shedding of my old self and, like, into a new person. Which is crazy to me because I feel like the last year or so. Mhm. I've been shedding an old version of me specifically the last three months. Um, yeah, I really did. Yeah. I was thinking about this the other day. Um, because I was thinking about turning 40. Right. Right. And then in my. It like last year, I thought about like, oh, next year I'm going to be 40. Yeah, right. So you think about it like, yeah, next year I'm going to be 40. And there's certain things that you think you want to achieve. Mhm. Right. So I was thinking about that a couple days ago and I'm like damn I didn't achieve really anything that I wanted to achieve. Right. In respect to like finances or like a certain weight that I wanted to be at. Yeah. You know, I didn't achieve any of those things like, at all. I mean, not at all. But I didn't achieve the things that I set myself, that I told myself I wanted to be at a, a, a specific place when I turned 30. Right. Like June 6th, 2025, I want to have this. I want to have that. And I want to look like this. And like that was my thought process last year. Yeah. Right. And I was thinking about this a couple days ago and. I was like, kind of feeling bum, you know? I was like, fuck, like, I didn't I, I didn't achieve these things that I wanted the material stuff and the finances and I didn't, you know, lose the weight that I wanted to lose and look the way that I wanted to look. Um, and as I was thinking this and feeling down on myself and, like, beating up on myself, it's kind of like a voice came in and almost wanted to, like, smack me and tell me, like, you're a fucking idiot. Like, shut the fuck up. Wow. Yeah, it beat me more down. Pretty intense. Yeah, but but no, because I know, like, that's just the like the like that's just how I am, like, joking around, you know? Yeah. And, um, this voice came to me or this, like, thoughts or whatever, like the, this voice came to me and it was like, you've achieved more than that. Um, you've achieved more than whatever finances you thinking that you needed or whatever you achieved. You achieved more than the number on the scale that you wanted to reach. You completely have shed old beliefs and old programs and your brand new person, right? What? Like what else do you fucking want? Can you appreciate where you're at now? Exactly. And so. And I kept thinking about it. Right. Like, um. And in that, like in that thought process or when I heard that voice coming into, like, coming to me. And I believe that that's like Source God or whatever you want to call it. Like, I believe that that's like a voice of reason that comes from God of like, um, basically showing you that you're like, no, like you're the stuff that you wanted to achieve that you said you wanted to achieve last year wasn't really like you, you. Mhm. You know. Yeah. This is not, this is probably not going to make sense to a lot of people. But so just follow along here with me for a little bit. Following a following. Okay. Yeah. So the voice that came to me and told me, like you've achieved more than what you thought you wanted to achieve. And what I wanted to achieve was, you know, like finances and those things. Right? And what I felt, what I 100% felt was it was telling me like at the time when I set those goals for myself, I was still living in this like programmed world or coming coming from a place of that's what really matters. Yeah. What really matters is having all the money in the world and looking good and like, you know, like at that time when I set these goals, that's what that's what mattered to me or that's what I believe was success. And when I, when that dog came to me and is like, you literally just shed an a, an an old version of yourself that you no longer aligned with and you're stepping into your true aligned self and your true self and what you're here to do. Like, are you kidding me? Like, and in sitting in that, like I literally started crying out of nowhere. Yeah. Um. And I'm gonna cry now. Yeah. But I literally started crying because it's so true, you know, like, sometimes, I mean, most people, most of the time, like, we, um, we basically measure our success based on what we obtained, right? What material things that we received or how much money we have in the bank and or losing weight, like the, the number on the scale, right. And stuff like that. But I feel the best I've ever felt in my life. I feel the best I've ever felt in my life. Secure in myself and secure in. In my life and like my purpose. Yeah. And and and I'm like, wow. Like I I'll take that before I could take a whatever money or whatever because I think that that has more value. Yeah. Than anything. It most definitely does. Yeah. And it's been, it's been honestly really amazing to see you go through and walk on your journey and to get to where you are, like in this moment, because I what people don't see is like all of even I don't see it sometimes it's like all of the conversations you have with yourself, right? All of the moments that you journal about these things to rewire a certain belief or a certain way that you see yourself, um, or a certain way that you feel you need to be because other people want you to be like that. And then you're like, no, that's not me. Like nobody Woody sees all of the love and attention that you give to those parts of yourself. And I think that that, like you said, is far beyond anything that you probably could have received as far as the scale and the money and all of the things that you mentioned. Right. Yeah. Because I think that, um, seeing you live in your, in your true be in the true being of who you are, it makes me happy for you. It makes me just be so like, yes, babe. Like in my head sometimes I'm just like, yes, babe. Like, um, like this morning, you know, things happen and I'm like, yes. Like, it didn't work out. Like, I'm so happy for you. Because the things, the things didn't work out. Because I know that you're meant to be doing something else, right? Or like. I'll see you. Um. I'll see you take up space in the world when I know that that's something that you've been working on and working through, and I'm. And it makes me happy when you do like do those things right. And it's just it is a very powerful thing to see somebody tend to the parts of themselves that they have been hiding for such a long time, and then little by little, watching them unravel like like a rose, right? Like a flower. And it's like I'm a beautiful butterfly. Yeah. And it's just I agree with you. I think that the lessons and the things that you have acquired throughout this time is going to get you to the next level in this game. Yeah. And I mean, don't get me wrong, like, obviously we still want, you know, to look good and feel good and reach that and, and have the money and have the money to do whatever you want to do. Like those are still goals and those are still aspirations. And and the thing is that you like I feel I understand now like. I understand that in order for me to get there, I had to go through this. Like in order for me to fully get there. I fully had to go through this. Like shedding of an old self and old patterns and old beliefs. And if I wouldn't have gotten there, like if I wouldn't have gone through the last year and I'm speaking specifically the last three months, I feel have been a completely different transformation for myself. But if I hadn't gone through that, I feel like, oh, I like, I don't like, I believe that there's like, I feel ready. Yeah. You know, like I feel ready for life. Mhm. More than I have ever felt before. I have heard that they say that life truly, truly you start living life at 40. Yeah, I've heard that too. I've heard that. Um, I heard Garyvee say that actually. Or like, I don't remember where I heard it, but I just remember that. But if you could say, like, what are like, I don't know, a few of the things that you feel you've truly, truly like acquired for yourself throughout this last year, I would. Okay. So one, I've learned to I've learned to tune in to my intuition and learning to feel like be in my body when I have to make a decision, or like when there's decisions to be made and. That's kind of like that's the biggest thing for me because throughout my life, like, it's a thing like women have in a closer relationship to their intuition than men do. Right, right. And I never felt that. And can you describe what it feels like? Yeah. So what it feels like is listening. Like the discomfort. Like, if something doesn't feel right, I feel discomfort. And I could, like, I, I'm able to notice it and I'm able to be aware of like the discomfort. Like like sometime like before. Like obviously you would you would, um, question yourself. Right? But then your ego comes in and is like, no, you have to do it because you like it, tries to keep you safe, blah, blah, blah, depending on the situation. But I feel like now I, I sit with it for a little longer and I really tune into how it feels with my body. When I ask myself if I want to do this or not. I've never done that before. Yeah. Then I never like. I never understood it, but I feel that has been the biggest thing with understanding, like who I am, what I believe in and how to think like how things make me feel. Mhm. And sitting with it and like asking myself the questions like do I like, do I want to do this. Is this the right thing for me. You know like whatever, whatever the circumstances, you know, whether it be our relationship, whether it be work or, you know, whatever I want to work on, whether it be like hanging out with certain people. Yeah. Like, I, I mean, as it's crazy because, like, you don't think about it like you're just going. And that's how I used to be. And I just used to go and go and go. But I feel like now I'm just more, um, in tune with what feels good to me to do. And I follow that, like, oh, yeah, like, I want to go hang out with them. Or oh yeah, I want to go to the park and like, just, you know, like it's crazy because again, like, I never felt that before or I never was, I never had that connection. And I used to question myself and I used to question myself like, what the fuck? Like, am I just not a woman woman, you know, because I'm also I'm also more like math, like masculine in the way I would dress. Yeah. But I was also in my masculine, like I was most of my, you know, from my 20s to even my 30s, like I was mostly in my masculine. So I wasn't connected to my feminine intuition side. Yeah. And the moment that I realized what the hell that even was like, oh, we have a feminine and masculine blah blah blah. Like, if you don't know about like, this whole feminine and masculine, um, aspects of of yourself, I would really like advise to look into it and read about it because you we never know, like what what we're in, right, right in life or whatever. And so that's what I'm saying. Like a lot of times I was in my masculine or most of my life for my 20s, for 20 years, let's just say I was in my masculine, um, meaning that I was just in survival mode and I was just like, I gotta work, I gotta hustle, I gotta, like, make money, I gotta provide, provide. I have to, you know, so that's your masculine part of it. And then being in your feminine is now being more creative, being more flowy, flowy and being like, oh, I'm gonna go sit with the flower today. Yeah. All of the shit that I thought was stupid. When I was in my masculine because I was just like, I don't have time for that. Yeah, there's no time for that. And there's a lot of women that live in their mask or like, are in their masculine, and they're just like, I don't have time for that. Yeah, I literally when I tell people or I share with them like, oh, you should meditate, it'll probably help you with that anxiety or, you know, or something. I don't have time for that. Mhm. Or like, oh you should sit with yourself at least you know for a few minutes. Like, um I don't have time for that. And it's understandable because I was that way as well. Right. I don't have time for that. But that, that in itself, just so you know, it means that you are in your masculine and you're just wanting to go, go, go because you feel like there's no like you feel like you don't. You don't. You're not capable yet you feel like you don't. You don't have time for it. Yeah, but you do. Yeah. But because your mind is like, go, go, go. I have to make money. I have to do this. I have to clean. I have to do this. All of the things that we have to do in life, everybody, um, like you, you get stuck in that cycle. So now that I'm, I kind of feel like I'm. I've reached a place of balance where I'm like, okay, I gotta do my stuff, I gotta work. But I'm also going to go and sit at the park for an hour. Mhm. You know. Yeah. Like you find your balance of your feminine and your masculine and honestly, like that's where you want to be. Yeah. And I feel that's where I am. Like, I've found this balance of I, I love what I'm doing. Um, I love creating, I love putting things together. And I also love going to the park and having a picnic, taking a walk. Um, now I enjoy going to the gym. Mhm. Um, you know, like just some of these things or sometimes I even want to watch TV and like I watch a podcast or something, or I watch or rewatch a series or whatever. Right. But I follow what I want to feed. I follow, I do what I'm feeling in the moment. Mhm. And sometimes, like, I don't feel like editing or creating videos or whatever. I don't feel it. Like there's nothing like I sit at my desk and there's nothing that comes up. Yeah. Because I don't feel it. Yeah. So that's like now I know, like, oh that's my body asking me to do something else. Right. And then I asked myself like, oh, what do I feel like doing then. Mhm. You ask your body. Yeah. Yeah. I'm like oh what do I feel like doing. Oh I feel like just chillin. You know like and I tell you to when we like ask each other what we want to do or what we have to do for the day. Um, and I tell you, like, you know, I just want to chill. I don't feel like cleaning. I don't feel like. Doing anything. I just want to chill. Sit here and read a book or journal or whatever. Yeah, and I know it. I know it sounds strange to a lot of I know people are probably like, okay, well, I want to chill all the time. Yeah, exactly. And that's the goal, right? Like, the goal is to chill all the time and understandably so. Like, we live in a capitalist world and we need to pay shit. And it's understandable. And I feel like there's just like, oh, there's there's many ways to exchange your energy to bring your money, energy into into your life without having to sacrifice your like who who we are. Right? I personally feel that we came into this life to experience both sides of things, and that's why it's very important for us to have that balance the work and achieve, because it's achieving and expanding. Pending. And I feel like that's what we came here to do to expand. And what does that mean? Right. When you talk about expanding, it means that you're here to create. It's here to try new things, to listen to new music, to meet new people, to get yourself in different scenarios, circumstances, even if it's bad sometimes. Like we need to go through those grieving like grief moments because we need to expand from them. Yeah. And if we're not expanding, we're literally not living to our fullest potential. Mhm. So if you are stuck in like your job and you're stuck in just your routine and you feel anxious or depressed because I believe that that's depression, anxiety. And you know when you feel like you're bored of your life. Oh okay. Okay. That's depression. Mhm. And the reason why you're depressed is because you're not expanding. Mhm. You're not like we're here to do new things. Yeah. Like if you want to um if you like music go learn uh instrument. You know, like if you like sports go play sports. Mhm. Like we're just watching people play sports, but it's like, why don't we play sports. Yeah. Um, but you know like so that's one of the things like I insane that is like I, I'm so sure of what I'm saying. Yeah. I'm so sure and 100% confident that what I'm saying, I feel it in my being that that's what we came here to experience. The expansion of ourselves and the different experiences that we could have all comes from. Expansion so you could live in your masculine and and and achieve right and do the work. And then your feminine is all the creativity. Mhm. The inspiration. The inspiration. Yeah. Exactly. All the creativity. So if you live in a balance of both of them you're just flowing with your life. Like life is just coming at you and everything that you want. Like you're receptive, you're receptive and you're ready to receive all of the things that you want to receive. Mhm. Yeah. It's like it's and don't and obviously we have to also remember like in being how you're saying like for you the, the the most thing that you feel you've acquired throughout this last year has been the connection to your intuition, which is a very powerful thing to be connected to your own intuition, because from there you gather the inspiration and the creativity, which is the feminine side and the structure and the like, the the discipline to move towards the creation and the ideas that you receive. And that is what gets you into that receiving state, like you're saying, because you're flowing with life, right? And I think people also forget that, um, once you are in that state, before you get before you reach that state, automatically you get into your vibrational state. Because before receiving anything, we have to be in that vibrational state of, okay, I, I am ready to receive it. Right? Because if we don't, then it doesn't matter how much you're flowing or you think you're flowing with life, um, nothing's going to come your way because you still you still feel unworthy and all of the things and, and one of the things that I feel has also like up leveled in your life has been that understanding that you have to be in a vibrational alignment first before receiving anything else. And yeah, you have to feel worthy of it. And I think that's been the biggest thing. The last, like I mentioned, the last three months of my life have been that like Quantum Leap. I feel, um, leaping into a, a new timeline in my life because of the shedding of old beliefs and understanding where they come from, because I didn't believe I was worthy of it. Yeah. And I didn't even think that. I didn't believe I was worthy of. Yeah, I didn't have any. Like, when that came to me, I remember like, wait, I, I, I feel like I did feel like I was worthy of it because I wanted it. But just because you want something doesn't mean that you feel worthy of it. Because you may want it. Like, for example, like just to go, I know this may be like blah, blah. Like it just sounds like I'm saying gibberish. But if you want something, let's just say money. Yeah, and it's just like, you know, I'm. I'll be good with, like, $10,000 right now because you feel like you're not worthy of more like there there is no cap of what you could ask for in this world. There you're you're an abundant being. You're abundance. Mhm. And the moment that you understand and realize that everything that you desire is already yours. And if you get into a energy and frequency of receiving that and knowing that it's already yours, there's no question that it like that is going to be yours. Yeah. But you just have to get into that receiving mode. Yeah. But what I'm saying is that sometimes we limit ourselves to what we ask for and what we want, what we put on our vision board because we feel like, well, this is good enough because that's all our body is comfortable with. Exactly. Yeah. So and in doing so, there's still some fundamentals there of you feeling not worthy of having a fucking $100 million yacht. Yeah. And and even if you think about like, well, that's excessive. Yeah. Right. Yeah. That in itself that thought of of like saying like, oh that's excessive and it is excessive. But the, the, the thing is that you can't limit yourself. Mhm. If you want $100 million yacht you have to believe in your fucking soul that you could get it, that you deserve it and you deserve it. Yeah. And you're worthy of it. Yeah. And the moment that you go into that frequency and that belief and embody, you start Living and flowing like no other. And I feel like I'm in that moment. Yeah, of my life where it's like I'm ready to start flowing. Like I've been flowing. But it's like, oh, like I'm ready to. I'm ready to receive it. I'm ready to receive it. Yeah, yeah. Afraid to materialize. Yeah. Right. Exactly. Yeah. I think they're you're like at this, um, pinnacle, like at this peak where you're, you've, you have learned, like how to be in that balance for yourself and how to trust your intuition and yourself. Yeah. And not question it anymore, that now you're like, okay, universe, I'm ready to receive. Yeah. But one of the things we forget is to tell the universe that. Right? We forget to tell the universe that we're ready. Yeah. And because we fail to do that, then the universe just keeps giving us tests and lessons. Yeah. To see how much more you want to grow, you know? And so. Morning. I was actually doing that in the shower. I was like, universe, I am ready. Yeah, I'm ready to receive baby. Yeah, because I realized I hadn't said that. Good. Yeah, I think we're good with the lesson survivors we're ready to receive. Yeah. I mean, today was the biggest testament, honestly, of that. And just to to give you guys a backstory to go into it because I feel like this is true, real raw shit. Yeah. And I was feeling kind of desperate. Yeah. And I was feeling kind of desperate because of our finances and stuff. I'm like, okay, well, and if you guys have been listening, you know, that I quit being a loan officer earlier this year, and because of the desperation I was feeling and I was feeling in like my survival mode, um, I'm like, you know what? Let me just go back to being a loan officer and get some money coming in, um, where we could have, you know, like a foundation or whatever. And so, yeah, like, I reached out to, a couple of my friends, and one of them was like, yeah, let me get you in here. I had an interview today in the location, and I was, um, I was in aware that it was like an on site, but there was miscommunication with the recruiter of this company, and the recruiter had told me, like, oh, yeah, like, you could work remote. Um, and so then he told me like, oh, I need you to me. Or if I was open to meeting with the sales manager in the location to do an in-person interview. And it's funny because I realized that I hadn't done an in-person interview since, like, 2017, which is crazy. But anyway, I went to the office. I met with this guy. I had the interview at 11 a.m. today, June 2nd. Uhhuh. And I got there and the guy's like, Nancy? And I'm like, yeah, Josh and we shook hands, went into his office or went into an office, and then he sat down and he's like, hey, I just want to make sure. Um, before we get started, like the Michael, the recruiter said that you were just interested in remote positions. He's like, I don't have a remote position. So I had told him, like, not like that. It wasn't like it wasn't necessary for us to meet. Yeah. And I'm like, oh, that's interesting. He's like, I'm not. And I told him I'm like, that's interesting, because he told me that I should come to discuss the remote positions with you. Yeah. He's like, well, I don't have anything to discuss. And I'm like, well, I guess there is some miscommunication there. And I and he's like, yeah, I don't have any remote positions. I just have on site. He's like, because blah, blah, blah. He told me whatever. And I'm like, okay. I'm like, well, um, it's definitely not something I'm looking for. I really don't feel like I want to, you know, commute to the. It's because it's like 30 minutes away. And I could imagine what traffic like now on the tube. Yeah. So it's probably like an hour or more away. It's on the other side of where we live. But the moment he said, like, I didn't have a remote position, I just have an on site position. My body again, my intuition was like, nope, that's not for you. Yep. And so I was able to listen to that and I'm like, yeah, no, I like I passed on on the on the job. Right. And obviously what would you have done. And previously I would be like, yeah. Because I would have been on survival. Right. I would have been like, yeah. And not only that, not only that, but it was very difficult for me before to say no. Mhm. Like I couldn't turn something down. Mhm. I would just do it and get stuck doing it because I was too afraid to say no. Yeah. And this was like yeah. No I'm not looking for that. And that in itself is like Holy shit. Who are you? What? Where the. Who is this? Nancy. Where did you come from? Where have you been all my life? Like I seriously like. Got, like, walked right to the car, um, and, like, drove over here. And I was just processing the whole thing because I still couldn't believe that I was just like, yeah, no, I'm not doing that. Like, I couldn't believe that I did that, honestly. Yeah. And so I was like, Holy shit. Like, I literally just, like, walked out of there without even hesitation because I fully, like, felt my body was like, nope, we're not doing that. We're not driving over here. We're not saying yes to this no matter what. Mhm. And um, and so but again that was me trying to go back to something that I didn't want to do, because I felt like that was the only way to like my it was like a, like uh, kind of going back in survival mode. Yeah, right. Like for a moment there, I'm just like, oh, I have to go back because that's the only thing that I know to do right now that I could make money. Easy money. Yeah, whatever. And it's like. And my whole and the universe and what, like, I believe in God. I believe in the universe. And I believe that we're here co-creating with a divine, um, light. And so that was confirmation to me. Like, that was cute. Nancy. That was cute. You tried to do that? Yeah. Like that was that was cute. We're not there anymore. So like. No. Yeah. You know, um, but that was just for me, and I was okay with it. Yeah. Like, it was just like it was one of those moments, like driving back home, literally. I was kind of like, laughing. Like I'm like, wow, I really just did that. And like, knowing fully that it's not something that I want to do. It's so funny because it's what we do. Sometimes we get back to our our comfort. Yeah. Oh, shit. This is being too, like, okay, we're getting to, you know, the last of our money. Like we're getting to whatever. And then we're like, okay, go ahead in desperation mode, like all this stuff. And then I tell you, like, you know, anything that we're doing right now could pop up and we could just money could come in from anywhere. Really? Yeah. And and it's just like continuing to believe in that and just following what we're passionate about. And that today was a big testament to to to who I grew, who I am now. And, and that growth and that connection to myself and my intuition and also like the flowing is, you know, like I don't feel I don't feel like, oh, I lost something. Yeah. Like I don't feel desperate to go find something else or whatever. Like, I know, and I told you when we got here, like I told you what happened, and then I'm like, so let's go record. Yeah. Because I feel like, well, this is what I'm supposed to be doing. Mhm. And yeah, it served more as confirmation. It served as 100% confirmation. Yeah. And it's crazy because because I felt like I, I felt I felt like when I quit my job earlier this year and like hung the hat. Like I'm like I'm not going to be I'm never going to work as a loan officer anymore. Ever is what I told myself back then. And then three months or two months later, I'm like, Holy shit. Like nothing's happening, right? Yeah. And I when you when you say that to yourself, it's like, oh, nothing's happening. You're obviously living from that survival mode because you never know. Yeah. And that's the crazy part, is that people are going to say like, well, you're realistic. Like, if nothing is happening, you have to go get a job. You have to make money. You're also going to lose everything, right? But the way I feel is like, fuck it. What are we going to lose? As long as we don't die. Yeah. What if we lose the house? Yeah. If we lose our cars. Like if we lose. What are the materials? The material. Guess what? There's there's. You could get it again. Yeah. Like, there's. So I feel like being in that. I know, I know, it's going to sound crazy to people. I know it is. Yeah, but that's the thing that I. I don't feel like, um. It makes like. I don't feel like there's. It's just an experience that we have to go through. You know, no matter what it is, I feel like it's an experience that we have to go through. Um, as long as that. As long as we're following, like, what we want to, what we want to do and how we want to live our life. Yeah. Because nobody. Income and there is no other like us that has our ideas and our inspirations and our dreams. And if all of the material is gone and what's left standing is you alone, like that's enough. That is all you need is just to have yourself and you can rebuild it again. Yeah, 800%. I just want to say I'm so proud of you. I'm so proud of you because I've seen your evolution in the last couple of years and especially in the last couple months. And it is a huge difference from when I met you. And, um, 100%. Yeah, it's a huge difference. And, and, um, and it's, it is really amazing to get to witness that and to, to be a part of that with you. Um, and I've even been thinking about your 40th birthday. And, uh, and just like how honored I am to be by your side and see all of those parts of you and, um, get to be with the new versions of you and watch you say goodbye to the old versions of you and I. I just I'm really excited to see your expansion even more and, uh, to keep co-creating together. I love you. I love you, baby. And mic drop. Yeah. So celebrate with me. You follow us on, uh, whatever. Platform. Instagram. Um, I would appreciate, you know, if you could share your, um. Wow. I just lost my train of thought, but I would appreciate if you guys commented, um, you know, commented or share our podcast. Leave a review. Leave a review. Uh, all of those things obviously help us to get our podcasts out there. Um, we definitely one of our goals is to try to grow this and have these conversations and share these conversations with, you know, everyone else. And who knows? You know, it may help people out. Um, kind of just bringing a different perspective to, to our life or to everyone's life. And, uh, we want to share it with the world, honestly. Yeah. So if you feel inclined to comment, share it. Would appreciate it would be very much appreciated. Oh, and happy pride month. Happy pride month and happy birthday month, babe. Yay! Thank you guys. We are out. Once again guys, thank you for listening. If you gain something or feel inclined to share this episode, please do so. Go to our Instagram Deep Dive In podcast. That's dive in the I v I n and connect with us there. Comment share. Post. We appreciate the support so much and we will catch you on the next one.